Wow! So where did 2015 go exactly? So many precious moments, some difficult, some painful, and some delightful.
2015 brought us so many wonderful, beautiful guests at the Calder House. All of which I believe were meant to find us, and in turn we them.
I've grown closer to my spirit, and practicing what it means to embody the mind, body and spirit. It's been a beautiful transformation. One that has seen some amazing benefits. My body has shed 35 pounds, and moves with more ease. My mind's addiction to alcohol has ceased. My spirit, sees, hears, and recognizes light in all mother earths inhabitants from the ant all the way to the mountains. The mind is less cluttered with nonsensical stuff. It's more clear, calm, relaxed, emptied. A mind more observant of itself.
My spirit has awakened and is excited about it's potential and the journey yet to travel. A deeper comprehension if it's vastness and all that lies in reach behind veils yet to be removed.
Yes it has been an incredible year both filled with grief and joy.
I have witnessed miracle upon miracle by guests who uncovered their powers of creation, of mastering their lives. Truly it has been an honor.
Yes it has been an incredible year both filled with excitement and depression.
So what will 2016 bring me...more of the same or different?
I master my life, so what will it be? Caution lies to the wind as I must be very careful of what I ask for consciously or subconsciously. Do I want abundance? Do I want health? Travel? More lessons to learn? More skills to master? What do I want to attract? Very important question to ponder, to reflect before putting it out to the universe.
I think this year I will keep it simple, really simple. I want to embrace the universal law of giving and receiving. I want to bring balance to this law in my life. All my life this law has been unbalanced. The scale has always had more weight on the giving. This year I want to embrace without fear, without guilt, without shame, RECEIVING!
I want to receive LOVE, and I want to share it in it's purest sense of how I know.
Simple isn't it,
Just "BE LOVE".
When I get into my deepest thoughts and contemplation this is when the most beautiful words flow